April 11, 2013
Budding

My peers

Are budding.

They hurt.

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March 30, 2013
Throw-Up

While I was on the toilet, I threw up a little bit in my mouth.  The talent show went well.

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March 30, 2013
This Is

This is to make up for not being around so much the last couple of lemons.

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March 30, 2013
Loves To

Hurry up,

But don’t run.

You will thank me

When I’m over.

I could have tried

To comprehend

What you wanted

With that seagull

Two days ago.

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March 6, 2013
Let’s Do It!

Come on, let’s do it!  Let’s go be nonconformists!  It’ll be great!  They’ll look at us, and they’ll know that we’re interesting people, and they will have a story to tell their friends and families about the guy with the mohawk that was THIS TALL.

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March 5, 2013
Don’t Give Me That Look

Don’t give me that look.

I don’t want to do it, either.

But I have to, because

You’re watching me

With that look.

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March 4, 2013
I’m Not Real

Don’t look at me.  I’m not real enough for that.

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March 3, 2013
Capsule

The capsule is full of dust.  I don’t think I want to swallow that capsule.  Don’t give me the pill.  It’s icky.

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March 3, 2013
Maybe I Should Quit School

I’ve been acting like a useless lump for so long.  Maybe I should just quit school for good and just lie in bed at home all day.  If I never try at anything again, then I won’t be wasting anyone’s time.  I can just exist as some person who sleeps and occasionally gets up to go to the bathroom.  I won’t be a failure at college.  I won’t be a failure at anything because I’ll never try again.

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March 3, 2013
I Don’t Know What To Do

Seriously, though, I keep messing things up.

Well, I guess I DO know what to do.

What I need to do is get out of bed on time in the morning, and do my work.

But I’ve had more and more trouble getting out of bed at all.

I don’t do my work.

I don’t seem to do things right, lately.

It seems that every year, I become more and more of a fuck-up.

I have this beautiful life, but I don’t know if I like who I’m becoming.

I’m a failure.  And the worst part is, I choose every day to be a failure.  I make that choice when I choose not to get out of bed in the morning.  I make that choice when I choose to ignore my backed-up homework assignments.  I make that choice every day.

I mean, I guess there are places in life where I’m choosing to be a success, but my flaws become more glaringly obvious every day.

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